I have no real-life friends, I have no other reason for being. Still, if I’ve hurt or upset anyone, I’m really sorry for that. Their horrific claims are entirely baseless. And I didn’t do anything wrong other than be weird online. I’ve always tried my best to be kind and helpful to everyone. I have tried changing in every way possible as they wanted me to in order to get this to stop, but it just never does. Every night I am filled with panic attacks and dread and worry. I have tried closing myself off from the world. It’s escalated from attacking me for being autistic, to attacking and doxing my friends, and trying to suicide bait another, just to get a reaction from me. I could only just tolerate it with heavy depression when it was 4chan.īut Kiwi Farms has made the harassment orders of magnitude worse. It’s always hurt me deeply enough that I can’t describe it in words. From my earliest grade school memories to now. The honest truth is, I’ve been bullied, ridiculed, and humiliated my entire life. Here’s the statement Near released prior to the suicide: The suicide was due to the cyberbullying efforts of forum site Kiwi Farms. They also bought an entire North American and Japanese SNES/Super Famicom collection to dump them and ensure the ROMs were as faithful as possible. Their work in retro gaming preservation is remarkable apart from working on BNES since 2004, he also assisted the developers of SNES9X to improve its emulation capabilities. Near, the developer known for making SNES emulator BSNES, has taken their own life (via NintendoLife & ResetEra).Ī message about Near from a mutual friend.

Bsnes developer